Monday, April 28, 2008
In a word (or two): I suck
Grrrr...Argh • It's All About Me •
My match.com bf clearly likes me. What’s the problem, you ask? I want to run away and hide. I like him, but I haven’t figured out yet if it’s just as a friend or something more. But the problem is, I’m not sure I even want to find out. It has nothing to do with him; it’s that I finally, after 32 years, have commitment issues. Gah! We all know whose fault this is, right? Yep. GBF. He has screwed me up and I am now officially damaged goods. Lovely.
So now I have to decide: do I go with my instinct and run away...far, far away? Or do I suck it up a little longer and at least try to get over my issue and, if I am still not romantically interested, let him know in some honorable fashion? I realize the answer is obvious, but I still have to talk it through. This is indicative of just how screwed up I am.
Dating is just too hard. Maybe they’re on to something with those arranged marriages.
